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papillon
120 posts
Feb 22, 2010
12:19 PM
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Hi dear friends,
Hope you are all doing well.I just wanted to keep u updated,if anyone interested...lol...Tomorrow I have an appointment in hospital to be given the final results of all the tests and x rays I have done so far...(since august...cant beleive so many month have passed...).So I am looking forward to their 'Action Plan'.I am excited knowing I might have answers finally of what goes wrong inside me,at the same time,i am sooo scared to be told 'u can start trying again'!
My husband cant wait for me to be pregnant again and have lots of babies...sigh...Will see what God has planned for us,hope the best...
By the way ,my very best friend just had her baby boy,lucky her,I am happy for her.I am just a bit sad coz i got married before them all(my friends) and started trying for so long and lots of them already have babies or are expecting!Nevermind,hopefully God will give me twins,or triplets ;-) Who knows!!!!
Sorry,i dont make sense do i?maybe going nuts...lol...
Oh!!!And my hubby and me,its going much better...
Love u all, xxx
Last Edited on 22-Feb-2010 12:21 PM
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Tabitha
49 posts
Feb 22, 2010
3:22 PM
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So good to hear from you! I am really happy that you will get some answers! It is wonderful that you and your hubby are doing much better. Things can only get better from here!
Tabitha
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Shandrea
174 posts
Feb 22, 2010
6:01 PM
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I am so glad that you and hubby are doing better. I hope that there is more good news when you get your action plan together. Praying for you
Hugs and love
shandrea
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Angie H
28 posts
Feb 23, 2010
11:31 AM
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Hi Malika !
So happy to hear that you are better now !
Good that you háve " love period " with hubby , just keept that way as long as possible ; )
I hope and pray you got some good news today please let us know how you got on .
Love - Angie H
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Andrea
105 posts
Feb 23, 2010
12:19 PM
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Malika,
Just keep putting one foot in front of the other :) I'm so happy you are going to get the results of all your tests and make strides to move forward. We are all afraid to be pregnant again, but I suppose our want for a baby is greater than our fear, so we trudge on and pray that all will be okay.
Once you meet with your Dr you should come away with a plan of action. I met with my Dr and we talked and I felt so much better that she thought I was fine and had confidence in my future. You have been through a great deal of pain and multiple loss, so go easy on yourself. Let your hubby show you love and I do think its sweet he wants children, as he hasn't lost sight of HOPE and has FAITH. Just keep moving in the right direction sweet friend and I have FAITH in your future. Keep us posted on your "progress" :)
Much Love and I'm happy you've worked on your marriage...that's wonderful.
xoxo
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papillon
127 posts
Feb 24, 2010
2:39 PM
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Hello,so nice to hear from u ladies!!
So...I went to hospital and the consultant explained the results,basically i have no major problem( the previous rubbish hospital told me i had a heart shape uterus which according to the doctor is completely wrong,he said my uterus was normal and nicely shaped,;-) great!!!).The only problem they see is my blood clotting problem,so they suggested i had to repeat blood test as soon as i am pregnant and also to take aspirin and clexine injections...
Basically he said i could start trying whenever i feel ready,oh la la!!!!!!!!!!!The sentence i ve been waitin for for sooooooo long.but now that i know i am 'allowed to fall pregnant,i am sooo scared,dont think i am ready.
I told my husband,he was so happy we could start trying again,but actually i made it clear to him that i didnt want right now...lol...actually i said to him i had to wait until my periods return...which gives me another 3 weeks to think it tru.its bad to lie i know...but i just cant do it without protection...too scared to be pregnant,so my hubby will hav to wait a bit.
I also have decided to see my naturopath coz i removed my amalgam teeth fillings 1 month ago and i need to make sure i do a detox before i am pregnant,dont want to take any risk,my body might have lots of mercury which might be harmful for bb.
So basically i will wait 1 to 2 more month and then start trying...so excited and scared at the same time!!
Cant wait to start the journey with u all again!!!thanx for ur amazing support,love and care.Its a blessing to have u in my life!
Love,hope u r all well.
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Andrea
112 posts
Feb 25, 2010
4:22 PM
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Malika,
SO happy that you got good news from your Dr. Confirmation of being healthy is a wonderful feeling. I'm glad you have designed a conception plan for yourself. Know that we all fear being pregnant again, but its something that I personaly want, so I am willing to risk putting my heart out there again.
I don't think the amalgum fillings should have any effect on a future pregnancy. I asked my Dentist about this and he was not concerned. However, you do what is best for you :)
Best of Luck and I'm so happy you are well...many hugs sweet friend.
xo
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Sabrina
343 posts
Feb 26, 2010
7:01 PM
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WOOHOO!!!! So excited to hear that you got great news! I know it's not good to lie to hubby...but you just need some time to adjust and make sure that you're ready. He's so excited...I understand you not wanting to burst his bubble.
You're in my thoughts and prayers...and I'm sending lots of baby dust your way (in the next 1-2 months :))
Love and hugs to you!
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papillon
128 posts
Feb 27, 2010
2:23 AM
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Hi Andrea,Hi Sabrina,thx for ur msgs,
I have made my appointment with my naturopath,on this coming monday 4pm,we will do a body alignement,dont ask me what it is exactly,i am not sure,loool,but it sounds good!!and i will do a blood test to see if any heavy metal left in my body!
My hubby keeps telling me,its been months i ve been telling him,next month we can try...lol...i am trying to delay it as much as i can until i feel 100% ready!But i am sooooooooooooooo excited!!Looking forward to a belly again...
Love u all,cant wait to tell u when i am pregnant!
Love u!
Andrea whats up with u??plz tell me ...
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Cobie
25 posts
Mar 01, 2010
1:25 AM
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Hi Malika,
i'm soooo happy for you! great news! you put a smile on my dial! :-) really pleased things are looking better and better for you sweetie, you deserve every happiness.
i'm glad to hear that you are going to do your best to get ready before trying, that's really sensible! and i agree with you about the mercury - better to be safe than sorry.
take care of yourself, good luck getting your body, mind and spirit ready for being pregnant, and then let's hope that it all works out perfectly!
much love,
Cobie
xoxo
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momof3
282 posts
Mar 01, 2010
7:09 AM
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good to hear how you are doing!
I also have the amalgum fillings, and they haven't been any issues for me.
Can't wait to hear your good news!
Bethany
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Angie H
30 posts
Mar 01, 2010
12:07 PM
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Hi dear Malika !
How fantastic you got an explanation and a plan how to handle your next pregnancy !!!
Im so happy to read that you are happy and slowly getting ready for TTC again !!!
I think its ok to wait 1- 2 months if you feel like it its not really such a long time .
Cheers for the coming spring and all good it may bring ..... love Angie H
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papillon
129 posts
Mar 01, 2010
2:00 PM
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Hi Andrea,Hi momo,Hi Cobie,hope you are well,
I went to my naturopath today,we did a blood test and apparently my body has evacuated most of the heavy metals which were present in my body,The body alignment was about re balancing the energyin the body,dont know if it really works but it was relaxing,it is supposed to work with the subconscious mind,lol! So I want to beleive my body and mind are reconnected so yes it works!!!
Also guess what the doctor said:Thats the end of our journey together,it is safe now to try for a bb,i was so happy,no more detox ,no more anxiety...By the way i feel much better.(If anyone interested with findings about the effects of amalgam fillings let me know,will be happy to share what i know).
So I have 2 yes from materialistic doctor and from spiritual doctor!!!!!So I called my husband to tell him...oops he asked me :can we try now? I said with excitement Yes! so I am stuck now ...I dont think I am going to wait 1 or 2 months.I didnt expect my naturopath to encourage me in the idea of trying,I thought he wld advice me to do another detox,but he didnt!
So,ladies,I think I will start a new tread for a new Start!!will let u know...I asked my husband to organize something romantic for this new start.lets see what he does....
Love,sorry i am all over the place!
Thank for ur kindness and support everyone!!!!!!!
Last Edited on 1-Mar-2010 2:01 PM
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Sabrina
346 posts
Mar 08, 2010
3:38 PM
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Looks like everyone is on board for you to start trying again...that's fantastic news. And remember, even though you're trying, it can still take some time for that miracle to arrive. I'm so excited for you and can't wait to be here to hear about your new journey. It's wonderful how excited your hubby is to TTC again.
Good luck to you sweetie! Enjoy this time of your life. Things are GOOD!! ;0)
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Andrea
125 posts
Mar 08, 2010
3:45 PM
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Malika,
Hello sweet friend! I'm so happy that you have been cleared to start trying again. What wonderful news! I feel confident you will see success very soon. I'm going to be rallying you on!
As for me, I go in this month for some routine blood tests, all of which I am sure you've had already :) Then, we will most likely be going to a fertility clinic to look at options to increase our odds. It has been 6 months that we've been trying and no success, but I do believe it WILL happen, as I am FAITHFUL. I'll keep you posted...
Best of luck sweetie...I want the absolute BEST for you.
xoxo
PS Thank you for remembering me
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papillon
130 posts
Mar 09, 2010
2:41 PM
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Sabrina thanx for writing to me!!I am so excited,guess what...we havent tried as yet...lol...i was unwell for few days,my husband tired with work and now just started my periods...so...looking forward to try on days 8 to 13!lol...hope it will happen,i cant wait till my periods finish!
Andrea,
thx for ur encouragement,I know it must be hard for you trying and nothing happening.After my 1st miscarriage it took me 9 month to be pregnant,maybe stress...But darling try to relax,maybe inconsciously you are anxious,i will pray for you from the depth of my heart.
Andrea,I could never forget how great you have been,always there for me.I dont know you ,yet your cyber friendship is very precious to me!I pray you get good news soon,hopefully the fertility clinic will do you good.
One last thing Andrea,I really encourage you to try a naturopath,its amazing how nature works,sometimes its all about rebalancing the body,nothing else.If you need details of my doctor in London ,let me know,he might know someon to recommend over there...
Also,I dont know if you heard about'cuppin'??It is a medical practice used to heal many conditions,same if you need info,will be happy to send you links.
But one very important thing:Before putting our trusts in all these doctors,we need to trust God who created us in the first place.His power and generosity are greater than anything alse.He is the Doctor of doctors!!!And i am sure in my heart it will happen for you because you are such a caring and beautiful person,just as you ve been helping soo many of us,God will help you and give you what will make u happy!I pray for you...
LOve xxx
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Andrea
129 posts
Mar 10, 2010
8:39 AM
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Malika,
Hello sweet friend! SO happy that you are doing well and I hope you and hubby go somewhere romantic and enjoy yourselves. Yes, start a new thread...a NEW beginning!
As for cupping, yes I know what that is...did you do that as part of your detox? I am going to look into neuropathic medicine, as my friends in Europe all had neoropaths, even during pregnancy :)
I do believe good things are coming my way...I have to believe! I also hold on to my FAITH and my belief in GOD and with him all things are possible. Thank you for saying it took 9 months for you to conceive after loss, that is comforting, as I do believe anxiety has worn on me a bit...although, I am trying to let go :)
Thank you for your sweet words...you are precious to me and I appreciate your friendship. I look forward to following you to success! Perhaps, we will journey together :)
Much Love and Good Bye to this thread...we are closing this chapter and opening a NEW BEGINNING for sweet, wonderful, YOU :)
Love to you sweet angel,
Andrea xoxo
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papillon
131 posts
Mar 10, 2010
1:30 PM
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My dear Andrea,
I pray we journey together!!!I will start a new thread right now!I love your positivism and faith in God!!!
it will happen for u and i God willing !!!!!
xxxxxxxxxxx
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