louie
1 post
Aug 20, 2010
3:37 AM
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I have had two miscarriges one a blighted ovum at 9 wk and a normal miscarriage at 12 wks. Also in between i lost my very special grandparents 3 months apart. the day i get my blood test back which are clear. my sista announces she pregnant. I'm happy for her and she found it hard telling me. but its so hard to get things off your mind like.... why did this happen to me, why couldn't she wait and even though i know all the answers to the questions, it just doesn't make it any easier. Both of us have 2 year old daughters only months apart. If everything goes to plan this time i won't far behind but if it doesn't.... How's that gonna feel.. i don't want to be negative but being postive may just be to far to fall.
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fergus55
30 posts
Aug 20, 2010
5:13 AM
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i know what you mean i was due for my little girl on 26th october this year only to have two people at work all due around the same time that are still pregnant...it isnt easy at all and my sister has a 4 month old but i think for me i'm happy for them all its their turn to be happy and hopefully your turn soon....i think its also very hard for the people that are pregnantwhen you have a loss as they fell guilty i know my sister did and she couldnt speak to me for a week when i miscarried...life goes around in different ways and your lucky wheel will come soon
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louie
2 posts
Aug 20, 2010
2:53 PM
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last night i had to decided to be happy. I can't stop her from having children because of me. but its amazing how those thoughts keep continue to run threw your head. its really like having an angel in one ear, devil in the other.
I'm glad to have found this web site. Thanks ferguss55. Its nice to finally talk to someone other than a doctore or people who think they know.
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fergus55
32 posts
Aug 22, 2010
4:01 AM
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thats ok Louie you can only feel how you feel...most of us on this site are going through the reality of people falling pregnant around us after loss...but i think be happy for them as they will for you...positives always come out of negatives...you have been through alot and probably think things arent going your way like i did and guess what today for me my dream may have come true..3 days before my period is due i have had a positve preg test but unsure if this is false..i'll keep you informed take care and talk about your worries amongst us all
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